Divine injustice
Oct. 11th, 2006 10:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pofflewompWell, wiggly woggly wombat is just about all I have to say on the matter. Today I was told, "look at you! you're a grown woman but you come across like a little girl!"
Well bloody hell, give me time to catch up on myself for Christ's sake!
I don't feel like a little girl or a grown woman, more like a cross between a tree fairy who's eaten too much chocolate and a cowboy in a Western resting by a cactus. Hence the apparent discrepancy between my age and my looks.
It's all very well telling one what one comes across as, but really I don't want to know, have enough to worry about, and if truly how I come across is at the root of my problems with people's cruel perceptions of me surely there needs be a law against looking at me, and a copywrite protection on my persona? Maybe they should just have their eyes plucked out, twats. Brains mushed and legs squished and hair twirled into silly shapes.
It's not my fault I look younger than my years - it's all that silicon in all that lager I drank. And as for how I act, well what's more annoying than people who ponce about acting all grown up as if they know what's what in the world? Fishfinger cunts.
Anyway, of course one comes across as a little girl on one's first encounter with a new therapist. D'uh.
Only it turns out this therapy is about being grown up and taking responsibility - ugh. Not something I'm a stranger to at all, simply something I'm on stike from for the moment.
More to the point, I went because I have a problem with people's perceptions of me, more precisely with people's bad and cruel comments. Which may very well quite likely indeed be a result of how I come across to people, but as different people react differently to different ways of coming across, and I'm tired and just want a quick fix so refuse to work out different personas for different people, balls to that.
I refuse to allow therapy to overrule moral rectitude, defined as the fact that I am right and that people shouldn't say bad and cruel things no matter what. So there.
Now this was meant to bring me to the topic of divine justice, but I'm really tired now so it will have to wait. Bye bye x x.
Well bloody hell, give me time to catch up on myself for Christ's sake!
I don't feel like a little girl or a grown woman, more like a cross between a tree fairy who's eaten too much chocolate and a cowboy in a Western resting by a cactus. Hence the apparent discrepancy between my age and my looks.
It's all very well telling one what one comes across as, but really I don't want to know, have enough to worry about, and if truly how I come across is at the root of my problems with people's cruel perceptions of me surely there needs be a law against looking at me, and a copywrite protection on my persona? Maybe they should just have their eyes plucked out, twats. Brains mushed and legs squished and hair twirled into silly shapes.
It's not my fault I look younger than my years - it's all that silicon in all that lager I drank. And as for how I act, well what's more annoying than people who ponce about acting all grown up as if they know what's what in the world? Fishfinger cunts.
Anyway, of course one comes across as a little girl on one's first encounter with a new therapist. D'uh.
Only it turns out this therapy is about being grown up and taking responsibility - ugh. Not something I'm a stranger to at all, simply something I'm on stike from for the moment.
More to the point, I went because I have a problem with people's perceptions of me, more precisely with people's bad and cruel comments. Which may very well quite likely indeed be a result of how I come across to people, but as different people react differently to different ways of coming across, and I'm tired and just want a quick fix so refuse to work out different personas for different people, balls to that.
I refuse to allow therapy to overrule moral rectitude, defined as the fact that I am right and that people shouldn't say bad and cruel things no matter what. So there.
Now this was meant to bring me to the topic of divine justice, but I'm really tired now so it will have to wait. Bye bye x x.
